Sorry for being an emo nemo just now , just couldn't helped it but thanks for the caring anyway. So what's for countdown ? maybe i should kpoing go down anywhere and snap happy faces around , you know (being a photographer) . Or go beach ? pretty scary if i was alone. Everybody gonna be enjoying w/o their family , i wish i could celebrate with my family.

THIS SUCK,WHY CAN'T MY MOTHER JUST GIVE ME ONE CARD AND THEN I CAN DO WHTEVER WITH IT.YAY I HAVE SICK MINDS.

i really feel terrible..though i seems happy butno..... how to overcome it.. im not gonna slash my wrist again.. is there another way to hurt myself.. rather than slashing.