Friday, February 4, 2011

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Same girl , different personality.




I always keep my hands away from writing the way I'm thinking and I don't know if it's good or bad but yeah. So before I start writing , follow me on my new twitter , the reason I'm changing is simple , not telling. I learnt quite alot about humanity , everyone has their addictive drugs it's something that it's bad habit. Everyone has one , I have one. Bullimic , I said I will change change like trillion times but did I? Apparently not but I did reduced the amount purging. It's very hard being a girl sometimes , so please understand.

And it's true that size does not matter at all. I won't give an example but from what I see , there's no point being skinny even though I really want to have bones and all but someday, someone's gonna accept me for who I am. I mean there's already someone out there which is god and **insert blush blush and guys*** but that's not the whole point! 

What is value? I'm not talking about the money value , I'm talking about what's inside you. Have you ever wonder how much value you meant to someone?It can be done by listening to the way they speak to you , do they consider you as low value or a high value Word's affect someone's value.When you make fun of others , you disvalue that person and that's suck.I know some of you do this but well is all up to you.What comes around GOES around. So listen to what your friends says about you , to think how highly value are you to them. No point forcing them to be your friends , cause not all friends are friends. Move on guys.

Somehow I myself learnt a few lessons about handling friendship , loves and family. I'm always late , everything , school , chill out . Because when you told your friend you will be there at this timing and you came an hour late , she or whom would feel that she didn't matter to you as much as she thought you would. And she or whoever get hurts because they thought the words are meaningful infact those words became meaningless. After hearing this , I feel so remorseful? And dare not ever be late again , even if late , eh stomach pain! I've been having world war with the potty I swear ! Just had one like 10mins ago.

But I'm still mending my way  :) 

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

One February

Yeah I know Chinese New Year is coming which is like tomorrow , everybody seems so overwhelmed but for me it's like just another ordinary day . No relative's place to go , no gong gong or ah ma. Pathetic. So should just rot silently....Anyway when is reunion dinner?Oh gosh man f all these , I'm not fully chinese anyway so yap harharhar.I will try my best to make up a smile.... 

So Who stills want my freaking life right now?